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who tf gave me a core membership
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i just can't be active, can i
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haha i suck at making art regularly and i suck even more at posting what i make.
my art skills have suffered a lot over the last few years in which i haven't been drawing actively. but i can't get myself to draw (or do anything else) because crippling dysphoria, depression, anxiety and other stuff has been keeping me lethargic and demotivated 24/7, despite that i'm taking medication to help treat it. writing this journal is the result of a rare fleck of energy.
the only things i have the strength for nowadays are sleeping, sometimes getting out of bed, listening to music and reading about things that interest me on the internet. goddamn, i just recently turned 20 and yet physically i feel like i'm at least 80. i'm a young guy, supposedly "at the best and strongest age", but what the hell.
not sure i'll be making any more art soon, or ever. maybe the occasional doodle but that's it. if i miraculously get better (which isn't so hopeful), i might start drawing again, but seeing how much i suck at it now compared to what i could do 3-4 years ago is discouraging.
just wanted to update y'all on my situation and clarify why i'm not posting as much anymore.
thanks for the happy birthday wishes, thanks for caring about why i've been gone, etc etc it's really nice of you. <3
my art skills have suffered a lot over the last few years in which i haven't been drawing actively. but i can't get myself to draw (or do anything else) because crippling dysphoria, depression, anxiety and other stuff has been keeping me lethargic and demotivated 24/7, despite that i'm taking medication to help treat it. writing this journal is the result of a rare fleck of energy.
the only things i have the strength for nowadays are sleeping, sometimes getting out of bed, listening to music and reading about things that interest me on the internet. goddamn, i just recently turned 20 and yet physically i feel like i'm at least 80. i'm a young guy, supposedly "at the best and strongest age", but what the hell.
not sure i'll be making any more art soon, or ever. maybe the occasional doodle but that's it. if i miraculously get better (which isn't so hopeful), i might start drawing again, but seeing how much i suck at it now compared to what i could do 3-4 years ago is discouraging.
just wanted to update y'all on my situation and clarify why i'm not posting as much anymore.
thanks for the happy birthday wishes, thanks for caring about why i've been gone, etc etc it's really nice of you. <3
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computer fixed
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only took me the entire day lol. at least i didn't need anybody else's help, so i'm proud of myself, but also surprised how i even managed to fuck up so badly in the first place. all is back to normal, and i even managed to delete an unnecessary OS and merge partitions, which were my original intentions!
i messed around with the partitions on my pc and now it won't boot no matter what, so i can't work on digital art : ))))) !! loveLY
i will be doing my best to fix this issue but until then i cannot complete any commissions or trades.
update: i managed to start puppy linux and i can access my files so at least they're not gone.
i will be doing my best to fix this issue but until then i cannot complete any commissions or trades.
update: i managed to start puppy linux and i can access my files so at least they're not gone.
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who wants eye icons
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$10 or 1000 
each B)
can be resized to whatever sizes you need (deviantart, furaffinity, etc, just let me know)
not animated sorry, i need to figure out how to make those without going over the file size limit
each B) can be resized to whatever sizes you need (deviantart, furaffinity, etc, just let me know)
not animated sorry, i need to figure out how to make those without going over the file size limit
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i miss it.
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i kind of miss being more socially, personally involved with you all. nowadays i just post something and that's it. surely, it's more "professional", one might argue, but i enjoy meeting new people and making friends too. besides, i have nobody to impress by being impersonal and detached lmao.
how are you all doing? anything interesting happen recently?
i'm not doing so well, but getting back into art has been helping me cope. as much as i have this love-hate relationship with drawing, seeing the results and how people enjoy seeing my work makes me realize it's worth the effort.
how are you all doing? anything interesting happen recently?
i'm not doing so well, but getting back into art has been helping me cope. as much as i have this love-hate relationship with drawing, seeing the results and how people enjoy seeing my work makes me realize it's worth the effort.
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